You think:
I am the high heel
Stumbling
I am the tight top
I am the fleshy rolls
I am the smell of melting plastic and
Forwarded stories of eaten faces.
Truth is:
I am the bev nap
placed neatly underneath
the mojito you ordered.
I am the clogs
choked with sand
that hustle those dunes
getting your perfect,
neon drink
into your dismissive paw
I am Carl. I am Jim. I am
free-fucking-falling.
I am not a rich kid, skipping class
beneath the comforting canopy
of waxy, white Magnolia.
I am not bone dry under the impenetrable
umbrella of Old Money.
I do not miss the red line
or Middlesbrough
or the soft hiss of snowflakes.
I ask, as you sit here, white knuckling
Styrene pints,
if you would have attended a show
with a topic like
“Michigan Man”
and sat around
drooling out stories about outsourced
livelihoods and babies nursing
black water bottles.
You think I am
classless
without talent.
High on oxy contin.
But I am steadfast, thick skinned as a
Spanish fort.
I am staked by a mangrove spine.
I nod. I laugh.
You mistake the space I give.
I am a shark turning a tightening circle
around your foreign, tourist hands
that snap pieces off of my
reefs to decorate your ten gallon
in New Jersey.
I am the 35%
of Florida residents
that were born here.
The others? The rest?
We cannibalized.